February 18

“He won’t let me die”

Want to be in the army

To be out of my own


I don’t want to be dominant no more

I only want to give back

Because I feel guilty for all I got

By my own mistake

I want to be overruled

Ran over

In authority

By some man

That is gross

I hate myself for it

But don’t we all make

Our own castles of air

I’m also talking about the

Neuro surgeons whom

Despite all the actual facts

Seem to be in control

Of my life like

My life is theirs

Like I owe it to them

But I’m so done

So don’t reanimate

Leave my body alone

I just want nature

To get it’s way

Wat vind jij?