“He won’t let me die”
Want to be in the army
To be out of my own
Control
I don’t want to be dominant no more
I only want to give back
Because I feel guilty for all I got
By my own mistake
I want to be overruled
Ran over
In authority
By some man
That is gross
I hate myself for it
But don’t we all make
Our own castles of air
I’m also talking about the
Neuro surgeons whom
Despite all the actual facts
Seem to be in control
Of my life like
My life is theirs
Like I owe it to them
But I’m so done
So don’t reanimate
Leave my body alone
I just want nature
To get it’s way